{"id":37217,"date":"2025-10-02T00:00:25","date_gmt":"2025-10-02T07:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/?p=37217"},"modified":"2025-08-19T12:31:28","modified_gmt":"2025-08-19T19:31:28","slug":"am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/","title":{"rendered":"Am I in a Cult? The &#8220;Only Music&#8221; Story"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIs this a cult?\u201d an attractive, mid-40s woman inquired, accusingly, from the fringes of our circle. She took a sip of white wine from her stemless glass and clinked the massive diamond on her ring finger against its thin wall. My 12 friends were clad in almost the opposite attire\u2014sun shirts and hats, cut-off shorts, bandanas, river shoes and rain jackets.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The sun was setting behind a high school graduation party in Homedale, Idaho. We did not know the graduate or his parents, who were hosting the party, but had found ourselves there because of a social experiment called <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abrothersfountain.com\/onlymusic\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOnly Music\u201d<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> that my husband, Justin Fountain, dreamed up almost ten years ago. Justin did the first <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Z9gWuwntMtA\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOnly Music\u201d<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> trip alone, then took his band <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/artist\/2XV2X49Lc1zEuMtYjdtVhQ?si=Fk44iUqDS124nR1QgKEXPw&amp;nd=1&amp;dlsi=05703299cee74e0b\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A Brother\u2019s Fountain<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> on the next one. This third trip along the Snake River in rural Idaho was by far the biggest, longest and most extreme iteration. And we certainly put this concept to the test.<\/span><\/p>\n<h2><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What is \u201cOnly Music\u201d?<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOnly Music\u201d is a busking adventure, a social investigation and a personal odyssey where musicians embark on a journey with only their instruments in tow, traveling from point A to point B. They trade music for everything needed to survive (food, shelter, transportation and money) and sometimes score non-essentials in the process (tattoos, cigarettes, a jet ski ride, beer).<\/span><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-37300\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7-1000x667.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"970\" height=\"647\" srcset=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7-1000x667.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125024\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_7.jpg 1800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 970px) 100vw, 970px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.abrothersfountain.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A Brother\u2019s Fountain<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> utilizes these \u201cOnly Music\u201d trips to prove to others (and often themselves) that music is valuable, healing and possibly the greatest force for good. Music connects people in ways that conversation can\u2019t. It transcends political and religious boundaries and overcomes socioeconomic barriers more effectively than anything. We\u2019ve always needed music, but if there were ever a time to remember that we need <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">each other<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, it\u2019s right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<h2><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">If it looks like a cult and smells like a cult, it\u2019s probably a cult.<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">We were in the middle of our nightly ritual, which we call \u201cchanging of the guards,\u201d when this woman popped her question. Our TL (trip leader) was about to pass over power to the next day\u2019s TL, who then would choose a high priest (to lead intentional moments and quiet time), a movement maestro (helps us stretch while on these long river trips), a speaker of the house (more of a formality, really) and others. Okay, yeah. Now that you mention it, we could be a cult. However, our system is invaluable when we take on challenging trips like this: 21 days, 120 miles, no food or money, trading music as we go.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI have a bunch of friends and we don\u2019t do shit like this,\u201d the woman challenged. Her eyes darted worriedly around our circle, as if we were about to sweep her up without consent into whatever the hell this was. <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/zachbaumann.substack.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zach Baumann<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, who is the most eloquent of our group (he\u2019s an Air Force Major and TEDx speaker, do we sound more legitimate now?), attempted to explain \u201cOnly Music\u201d and our daily leadership system, underscoring that it\u2019s dorky, not dark.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-37217 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_12\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125047\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_12-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_2x3_2\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125129\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_2x3_2-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She considered this information and replied, \u201cI\u2019m getting out of here,\u201d before stalking away. We all looked at each other, silent for a moment, then burst out laughing because we knew exactly how it sounded.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">What we\u2019re doing on and off the river isn\u2019t creating a cult as much as it is watering a culture: one that overflows with enjoyment, enthusiasm, connection and kindness. We aim to be a life source for the people we meet, encouraging ripple effects of compassion and acceptance. Oh, and we\u2019re always looking for new members.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<h2><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Why do trips like \u201cOnly Music\u201d matter?<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In our daily lives, we are encouraged to isolate ourselves in comfort: order food to the house, turn on a screen or four, use the self checkout, stick some earbuds in during a walk. That\u2019s what we have jobs for, right? To earn money to afford independence and ease, to purchase \u201chappiness,\u201d whose itemized receipt reflects only our favorite feelings. But we know in our bones that this is the most malicious lie ever bottled and sold: up by your bootstraps, stand on your own two feet. Why are we so hell-bent on sturdy soles instead of softer souls?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-37307 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1800\" height=\"1200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14.jpg 1800w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14-1000x667.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125055\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_14-1536x1024.jpg 1536w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1800px) 100vw, 1800px\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As I\u2019ve gotten older, my life map has grown more complex, its plans and dreams intertwining with beautiful yet burdensome responsibilities. I get why people need to make more money: to ensure self-sufficiency and protect the things they\u2019ve poured their lives into. It\u2019s getting harder and harder to drown out that anthem of \u201cbuy buy buy\u201d with \u201cbe be be\u201d and most mornings I wake up as a member of the cult of \u201chuman doing,\u201d not human being.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I wasn\u2019t sure that \u201cOnly Music\u201d would be the antidote to this poison, but I was willing to try, and 11 of my closest friends were, too.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<h2><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cA Mark, a Mission, a Brand, a Scar\u201d<\/span><\/h2>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">On May 6th, 2025, we pushed off the shores of the Snake River from Swan Falls Dam. We left our food and money locked in the car, unsure of where our next meal would come from, seeing as how our first 10-mile stretch was devoid of people to play music for. But we were excited, fully present, imaginations engaged, entering a great \u201cperhaps.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> If you\u2019ve ever traveled anywhere, down a river or otherwise, you know the feeling: the next patch of life rolls out like a magic carpet, beckoning for feet to explore it. However, instead of pinned campsites or top-rated restaurants, our map was studded with question marks.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id='gallery-2' class='gallery galleryid-37217 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_4\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124950\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_4-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_2x3_5\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125142\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_2x3_5-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_13\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125051\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_13-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_5\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125003\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_5-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Like all river trips, this one started slowly, despite the swift water coming out of Swan Falls Dam. I began to settle in around day four, once we figured out our shared rhythm and had a little stockpile of food the guys earned by plucking strings at Dan\u2019s Ferry Service. We started to call our nightly campsites \u201chome,\u201d to reveal new sides of ourselves, to accept the sides of our friends that were sore losers during Monopoly Deal. Removed from much of the daily grind of life, we began to unpeel, leaving dry, hardened layers on the beaches where we made our beds.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Over 120 miles and 21 days, we let the river change us, guide us and deepen our friendships. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">If you\u2019re looking for a cheat code to level up any relationship in your life, living on a raft might be the best way to do it. I can\u2019t say this was the trip of my dreams because it was a journey <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">beyond<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">. It exceeded what I imagined and has now left me speechless (almost), which makes it tricky to share the story. So I won\u2019t try to cover each day, explain every little miracle or tell the tales of countless amazing people we met along the way. We\u2019re making a <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.stokedemberproductions.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">documentary<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> to show all that.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">But because I want to inspire you to do something like this, too, here are the broad strokes: People showed up in ways I could have never imagined. At almost every campsite, we were greeted by folks with their hands full, arms heavy with supplies from pantries and cupboards, and packs of cigarettes, even though they weren\u2019t sure if we smoked, but hell, it\u2019s \u201cwhat I woulda wanted if I was on this trip.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n<div id='gallery-3' class='gallery galleryid-37217 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_15\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125100\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_15-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_8\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125029\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_8-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_2x3_10\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125204\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_2x3_10-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_16\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125105\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_16-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They weren\u2019t wrong: a few drags off a Seneca while watching the sunset hits better than a double cheeseburger with bacon, every damn time.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A catfish, conditioner, quarters for laundry, pancake mix, five pounds of dried beans, Coca-Colas, rides in and out of town, $800, a lifelong friendship, a tender story about loss, peonies and an invitation into people\u2019s souls. All for a song or two or ten. I\u2019m still not sure it was a fair trade.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I\u2019m not musical, at least not right now. I joined as a <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/abbyfountain.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">photographer<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">, <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.kickstarter.com\/projects\/zjb\/only-music-a-documentary\/rewards\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">videographer<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> and <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/abbyfountain.substack.com\/archive\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">writer<\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> to capture and share the spirit of this journey. But what I gave also paled in comparison to what I gained. <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Music took off my skin, guided my spirit around smoky bars, and made it easier to sit and listen to another\u2019s story. To see someone, and love someone, exactly as they were\u2014despite hard lines and party lines and everything in between. My friends\u2019 songs, strangers\u2019 generosity and Justin\u2019s friendship cracked me wide open, allowing the river to come in and wash me clean.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id='gallery-4' class='gallery galleryid-37217 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-thumbnail'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon portrait'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_2x3_11\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125208\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_2x3_11-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/community.nrs.com\/duct-tape\/2025\/10\/02\/am-i-in-a-cult-the-only-music-story\/dtd_cult_afountain_3x2_10\/'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"100\" height=\"100\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15125038\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_10-100x100.jpg\" class=\"attachment-thumbnail size-thumbnail\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I think those of us who embark on long river trips forget that this isn\u2019t the norm for most adults. It\u2019s not common practice to share a portable toilet with eight of your buddies, to catch the sunrise and sunset with people that aren\u2019t your spouse or significant other. This is what middle schoolers on summer break do: stay outside all day, consume only chips and Gatorade, laugh until their bellies hurt, head home when the mosquitoes come out in full force and see what\u2019s for supper. Getting to do this as an adult is no small miracle. I hope you never forget that. I hope <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">I<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"> never forget that.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">On one of the last days of the trip, I got a tattoo of an almond on my butt cheek. It\u2019s part inside joke, part I-want-to-be-less-precious-about-everything, my body included. We all got tattoos from Jennica, who hauled her entire kit to our campsite, set up a folding table and drew little mementos on everyone for over five hours\u2014symbols of our cult membership. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Now, whenever I catch a glimpse of it, I remember to be generous and to trust that people are good. I remember that I need you like rivers need the rain, like bellies need food, like cults need members.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">So, are you in?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-37294\" src=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1-1000x667.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"970\" height=\"647\" srcset=\"https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1-1000x667.jpg 1000w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/d2kl15j267vxtq.cloudfront.net\/duct-tape\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/08\/15124936\/DTD_Cult_AFountain_3x2_1.jpg 1800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 970px) 100vw, 970px\" \/><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">***<\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Guest Contributor Abby Fountain is a Fort Collins-based photographer and writer who co-runs a family-owned video production company, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.stokedemberproductions.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Stoked Ember<\/a>. To take a break from screens, she enjoys a walk in the sun, a dip in the Poudre River or a float trip with friends. Find her on Instagram at @<a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/abbyloufountain_photo?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&amp;igsh=ZDNlZDc0MzIxNw==\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">abbyloufountain_photo<\/a>. <\/span><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cIs this a cult?\u201d an attractive, mid-40s woman inquired, accusingly, from the fringes of our circle. 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